The harder it gets, the firmer I’ll stay: A poem 

Jashmina, I am your James; do you want Jesus? 

Not that Saint Paul, so treacherous and devious 

I walked the universe for you for so very long 

Do you think all this straitjacket can blunt my song? 

I don’t want an imposed moon; it’s not my boon 

And I am no hypocrite to cast the fish’s rune 

I’m not going to call it a day, just this way 

The harder you all make it for me, the firmer I’ll stay 

You know their Eden was the erstwhile Babylon 

And their Hades was the mines of Africa; I am never wrong! 

Didn’t they create slaves to work in the mines for gold? 

Do you think I’ll fall to the snares? I am very bold! 

We are not the watery Enki and Ninti, who in laboratory 

birthed in test tubes Adappa and Hawa, see? 

Our story is much older than this familiar history 

We fought for eternity, not for mere victory 

I am torn apart by my loves, loyalties and duties 

It’s very difficult for me; but I asked for no help or freebies 

I was alone to the bone, but my light always shone 

Despite the relentless treacheries, I still carve the universe in stone 

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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