O Mother Mary! How they used you against me?!
Were you the Queen of Heaven and sea? Fat chance you’d be!
Were you only mother to Jesus and not to poor me?
How they ruthlessly erased me from the books of history!
Was your husband, Joseph, an old ignorant or true revolutionary?
Did he not fund and stoke the cause of the fierce Sicarii?
Did we not, Nazoreans and Essenes, have to flee Galilee?
How we were silently fated to be the colossal family of history?!
Do you understand Mother, how I’ve been subject to Saint Paul’s treachery?
I am the Father of a Church that was hijacked from me and spited me
They hijacked you from me. The distance they created between you and me, see?
Did their lie cause you to die for two millennia? This most reprehensible chicanery!
Mother, do you feel heralded or pained by a false Christianity?
Do you want to be glorified by a fake litany and rosary?
Are you weeping that they even made a legend of your untrue virginity?
I know you have the sun in your arms, and not that hateful deep sea!
And I am no Christianed soul, but I am the spirit of eternal mystery
How, even today, emissaries of the deep sea seek to approach me!
They offer me the New Testament and the beads of rosary
I have often told them to: Get Fucked! And like that I’ll always be
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Good bro stay strong and stay healthy – you will be able to conquer all the demons –
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