I saw a striking light as a child…: A poem 

I know that I feel akin 

to the idea of believing 

that the frontier meeting  

faith and conviction 

is an eternal win 

And I have felt God rising from under my skin 

as if He were only a reflection 

needing another look-in 

But I know it is a lasting communion 

between morning and evening 

as if sunrise and sunset 

coalesce in illuminations of moments, yet 

with the solemnity and celebration of death 

I recall the instance, yet 

when, as a child, I met 

an apparition, so telling and solid 

that it inflamed open my eyelids 

It was a striking white light 

confronting, yet kind 

And a silhouette of a face 

spoke to me with immense grace 

And I was told to behold 

the rudiments of my life 

that would be replete with much strife 

And it said that all that would be offered and could be begotten 

should be gently ridden 

I never reckoned then 

that all these promises at every step of my life 

would be baits that I would never bite 

And resign myself to a poverty, yet war 

Always seeing beyond what I saw    

Yes, the difficulty was cultivated 

by me, as much as it was fated 

And I know, the light that I saw then 

has left me with no shadow of doubt 

that I have had to, and will have to, just that way live it out!  

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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