I swear, my aspirations are numb: A poem 

Oh! How my armies are defeated and hurt!! 

Because I curse them for being hijacked by evil dirt 

You can see these flowers are not in my care 

For evil Prakash Saint Paul masticates whatever I dare 

I’d love to bless Aries, Taurus, Leo and Gemini 

But please understand why Aquarius and Libra can’t be in my eye 

I have done my duty even to those who don’t deserve my sympathy 

Though it is Virgo, Scorpio, Sagittarius, Capricorn that deserve my dignity 

But I am helplessly unable to swing the Zodiac. I only wish to die. 

The treachery of selfishness makes a sty of my sky 

So, I abandon my armies to become dispassionate stone 

I want to go from this world, because hijacked is my throne! 

I love. But my loves don’t believe me. They’d rather deceive me! 

Even my beautiful pets are not spared by Prakash Saint Paul’s treachery 

He even stoops so low to steal me and my dear ones’ identity 

He morphs, bodygrabs, eats, and uses all to delude me 

I am not bothered by such scum. I couldn’t bother to beat my drum 

I have long realised this life is not my Coke and rum 

Nothing anyone offers me comes without Saint Paul’s desperate thumb 

I never wanted anything anyway. I only did my duty. My aspirations are numb! 

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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