I can’t afford to give anybody my love
I can’t owe allegiance to the Supreme above
How I can’t even hope Mum and Dad be mine?!!
Is Job asking for anything at all, even the divine?
I can’t even count one, two and three!
Does my wanting to go from this world make me free?
I sometimes sadly think it will take eternity
But I am abandoning courage, though I don’t want Cancer or Piscean deep sea!
And I ask everyone: Please don’t blame me!
For you all know that I was always true to duty
I want to go from this world; I couldn’t care less!
Prakash Saint Paul’s treachery will see that I never have a nest!