Communion and awakening; and purposed hesitating: A poem 

My cells breathe the wind and sunshine 

as if they know the reason and rhyme 

of life and time 

And there are no punctuations and commas 

A freeway without traffic lights, or cars 

until death’s stars 

And this day and night, my senses behold 

as I watch passed lives become alive and bold 

like heat from cold 

I am not a sceptic; I converse with faith 

and belief; they live around me, like soulmates, 

like exhilarating dates 

I am in a room where the walls are brailles 

of signs and symbols; a haunting of the past’s musical scales 

the compliant wind on sails 

Gratitude is the heart of belief; its roots 

spiral through my soul’s earth down to my boots 

like capillaries enroute 

And they know my voice of trust, that worthiness 

lies in a soul resolute to form and witness 

and carry out business 

I am a child of parenting, mentoring from beyond 

In that serene education, fears and anxieties abscond 

within and without is duty’s bond 

And yet, often, there is evil design, like rapining sign 

turning my duty into an involuntary poisonous vine 

Then, my hide turns into a shell, and I am compelled to be nobody’s child! 

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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