I suffered too much all my life, I thought it was my duty so I did it. I was treacherised and deceived all along the way, I took it with grace still thinking it was my duty, though my suffering worsened day by day. I can’t help my blindfolds, I can’t help my treachery but now the physical torture is much too terribly unbearable. I’m having a breakdown, and am still thinking I’m doing what I have to do. I can’t cop this any more, it’s too unbearable. I want to go from this world.

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Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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