I just couldn’t be bothered living any more. After suffering and being tortured so much, I have no aspiration and appetite for anything. I never asked for anything from anyone in my life, despite sacificing so much, anyway. I just can’t get rid of Prakash Saint Paul. After all this unbearable suffering and torture, I’m only going to end up with him. It is too horribly, horrendously repulsive for me. I want to go from this world. I just can’t imagine I can cope with that outcome! I want to go!

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Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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