I look at the barren fields of the cloudless sky
and feel a lack of communion with its heat
peeling my clothes off me like an outer layer of skin
I don’t even think it’s necessary to prize my nakedness within
There is no shame in the aloneness of windows shut tight, at least!
I am disabled by my inability to call love (like an empty consolation)
Its constellation leaves me disassociated and dispassionate
As if I need no nutrition like a necessity of sustenance
And am I an old cupboard that is so stuffy on the inside
that no longer feels pride in encumbering its favourite things?
I think of this summer as a hard-knuckled wooden chair
upon which I feel uncomfortable or simply refuse to sit
This is a humid season going on all its fours
pretending to be a pet, but actually being a carnivore
I followed my hunger to a rather inauspicious-looking store
and discovered it had no delicatessen to suit my pangs
So, I detoured back to my austere pantry to pick out stale savouries
I just have an overwhelming feeling that I am living for nothing
as if my doing anything impinges on everything
For, that opportunistic watcher is raring to strike a deal
on anything I make evident; it is like sealing his steal
So, I simply will not let these summers bareback ride me
I am not going to entertain their desire to touch and feel me!