My stars are occluded at Christmas: A poem 

Look at me! The stars are all shining there for me! 

Like a zillion leaves on the universe’s tree 

But I cannot beseech them, for they will be lost in the clouds 

I have no steeples to call on this Christmas; the Church 

is like a standing, slipping, stealing edifice on my sense of integrity 

You can preach morals; and demoralise everything that is righteous  

I have called out hypocrites far too often and been punished for it 

God is simply not standing on the peripheries of existence 

waiting to be hit with the stones of your unjust violence 

against the truth!  Do you ever hear the Church bells ringing 

with the sin of its historic crimes? Or is that ringing a lullaby 

that puts you into a comatose sleep of ignorance? Like zombies  

who believe their salvation is waiting in the circus of a lying masquerade   

I am not infected by you all belonging to such a belying promise of happiness, 

such an inglorious celebration.  My glory is in standing alone 

and denouncing the untruths that you all have consistently, conveniently  

believed in. You can all carol-sing your way to this mystification 

of veracity (in defrauding it), to this earthly disgrace. I am God, 

who hasn’t drowned in the baptismal depths and not been dirtied  

by the touted holy sacramental design (absolution). I am not enthralled  

by the offertory of bread and wine! I am not deafened by your pretentious  

sanctimonious hymns! 

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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