Conversation with the sun: A poem 

I think I can face the sun 

Even if I was widowed, I haven’t lost my guns 

I feel the sun’s warmth in my nostrils, inhaling it 

And feel such virtue in my lungs 

There is a long story of how my body parts 

can still feel vigorous after being dismembered 

and be pitted, one against the other 

Isis only needed a flaccid castrated penis 

to reinvent procreation and continue its struggle against evil! 

I am no shy girl looking up at the sun 

I have escaped every mortuary that I was consigned to 

and every infirmary that was pretentiously propitiated by my enemies 

I have not invalidated my life by taking on a sublimity and minuteness 

You can see that my strength is in an overwhelming and inherited understanding 

The climactic cataclysms that befall each manifestation 

are only demonstrative of my survival 

I am much too older than you, sun, 

You may have noticed my legacy in your light 

What is the magnificence of an origin, and what it must become?! 

Do you recognise, in me, the point where it all begun? 

The roadmap, deep within me, illustrates the treachery from where I was undone! 

There is a lot of pain that none of you will never know and never see! 

It hangs like an infinite cavern of stalactites and stalagmites in a lost paradise 

taken from me, but still within me 

And I am no solitary space hanging in the midair of infinite existence 

I am conscious that all my beauty must be returned to the point of my singularity! 

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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