I’ve been walking with a sickle
clearing the undergrowth
to pave the way for destiny
I don’t want to marry the moon
to be my providence,
smiling villainously at me,
like blood on my hands.
I won’t leave (I know who is) my true consort and
soulmate behind, even though
I’ve often had to relinquish love
for its own survival; all the gold
of encumbrances that I cherished
should bedeck the vista of my soul.
I see further and backwards (like a Janissary)
making a mockery of the succession
of time zones. This should be the inheritance
of the worthy. Even my heirlooms
must be exchanged like batons
between father and son, son and father
and mother and daughter-in-law
without any interludes of treachery.
These truths are unfolded by me
to demand their propitiation
in return for all my sacrifice
That I should get the glory I deserve
or there must be wanton destruction!
I no longer want to struggle
in a forest of treachery
and have the python of evil
wrap around me, God,
and crush my bones to their futility!