God is more than a quantum secret: A poem 

Rolling and freezing 

in a pinball state of 

becoming and unbecoming 

from Phoenix to benben stone 

over the eye of the pyramid 

from all-seeing to blindfold 

The embryonic chicken before the egg 

an ovum of creation that was created 

unknowing of its birth 

as gelatinous as a Schrodinger’s cat 

unnaming itself as it slipped out of a bag 

on a rock(et) plane to a destination 

that is beyond everyone’s conjecture  

You can see the moon bleeds the night 

What would be the comeuppance of the knight? 

You crusade thinking you can fight even death 

 And what was evil’s last bet 

imagining it could make truth fret? 

I have not drawn the darkness over the universe 

nor have I spun its web 

I didn’t shed my blood and sweat because I wanted to eat or swallow 

My patient sublimity makes me God; and there is none 

who acknowledges, truly, my Godhood 

And the ones that do, are too afraid to tell you! 

I want to find refuge in my embodiment 

that is fragile to disease of imposters 

My identity crisis is due to the risk of my identity being stolen 

not because you all fail to recognise it! 

You can see that these standing pyramids  

are an idea of me, but are a mute salutation  

and you may clamber into their silence in exploration 

but still never know me!   

Does the bennu bird fly through the twelve dimensions  

in a perpetual oscillation 

calling out the sacred name, in past recall, 

of the mind of the original state!  

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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