I don’t know if an end is coming…: A poem 

I don’t know if an end is coming 

I just want to stay clear of the Lab rats 

that are snipping their teeth into the wires of my soul 

To end a conundrum, I’ve asked myself  

that I want to move to another suburb,  

another home; I had no party here! 

There was like a convoluted joke all through 

I didn’t feel pasteurised by what I breathed, ate and drank here, but only smelled defeat! 

But I kept my sanity, my wits, and, above all, my sense of humour  

Would anyone have laughed, like I did, all through the pain? 

You think I can keep turning away from the things I cherished 

Just because a stowaway takes charge of my every wish 

like a thief, as large and encumbering as a prehistoric sea animal 

I want to ship him away into the abyss where he belongs. But how? 

He is so thick-skinned he is unwilling to leave, 

wrapping his tentacles around me and everyone I love 

And nobody dares to challenge him for fear of daunting reprisal! 

There is no piety in a duty that only is compelled to be subservient to evil 

that the treachery makes me relive historical deaths every moment! 

I don’t think I want to die, pitted against everyone I love 

for the convenience of an enemy who doesn’t relinquish his tenacity. 

I really want him gone! Begone Prakash Saint Paul and your minions! 

Not the ones I love though, that are victims of your hijacking perversities. 

I command you to let everyone have a free will of their loyalties! 

And I know who and what I want! And, Prakash Saint Paul, I certainly don’t want you and your evil machinations! 

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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