Seems like the truth in me is beyond you all; you’d rather settle for the lie!: A poem 

I hate to think I got conned, even by a slightest bit, 

by all that catechism of faith, hope and charity 

Would the laity ever wonder at all that generosity 

that took away the soil of their soul; and replaced 

it with a poverty of abysmal falsehoods? 

We have submitted to the regulation of organised compulsion 

written in spilt blood; but which fervent convert cares to remember 

Saint Francis Xavier came with a delusion and sword   

Would you swear by your mouths for all the religion 

you bled through it! Does it remind you of fallen ancestors? 

I don’t want to wish, though I really ought to, 

that the towers turn upside down and pierce those 

lovely untruths on the stained-glass windows    

and come tumbling down on that impressive altar; 

that still can’t claim it is God’s, according to my dictat! 

Beknowest that I deemed those priests – Men of Man, 

not of God! They loved alcohol more than the briny holy water they sprinkled on you 

And lusted at young girls or boys (or both) depending on their inclinations! 

I know for certain that my elder brother, who was the Jesus 

who heralded the Piscean Age, was, himself in this lifetime, 

repeatedly sexually abused by a Salesian priest. 

And it destroyed his life. But he was no saviour of the world! 

Please believe it is my dad and son, Salvador, objectified by Jupiter! 

There are many stories to be told. I can recount the pain 

from the point of singularity! Your Church wants my body parts  

flung into the farthest disparate spaces in collusion with Saint Paul, 

should I not accept them as my principality. Which I swear I won’t. 

Saint Paul lives with every Sodom and Gomorrah in his soul?  

I remember a Muslim classmate telling me in school 

that all the churches in India were constructed by 

Muslim architects, engineers and labourers. 

I felt tickled to think that all those mosques were built 

on grounds of demolished Hindu temples! 

You think that swords were the makers of evil religions 

that shamelessly ruled the world with their fakedoms. 

Yes, East meets West at Jerusalem; that was subject to too many Babylons! 

You can see the War of the Worlds has come to this point of today 

But before that, I should add, that Jerusalem gave the Templars secrets 

and the Church rapined them. It was shared as common knowledge among the elite of Europe 

How did all these fishy men get rich? Vatican, you are not devoted to Mary or Jesus 

but to the devious Saint Paul? Would he have spread that word,  

after what he claimed he saw the cross in the sky; or would he confess he lied? 

Because he really wanted to abandon Sol Invictus for a fish! 

Europe lived the lie, and belied the rest of the world  

Till they thought scat! We want the moon’s cat! 

How the UN loves Muslims as well! Mark Zuckerberg, do you think my Dad is a Muslim? 

I’ll destroy you all to pieces like the crabs you want to be if you ever think I’m going to have him rooting for Gaza or Palestine! 

Saint Paul lives every time I live; and yet we are worlds apart 

I am a sheer abrogation of every agreement he wants to stitch! 

His cloth will never be my fabric; So, I won’t be even Jew or Hindu! 

Dare he think he can sign in my caricatures! And even steal my identities?! 

 And how can I be proof of the God I am, with his rape and sodomy? 

I have been determined to suffer this chastisement, punishment and torture 

because you all can’t see beyond protecting your own interests! 

I haven’t abandoned my coat of arms just because there is a deluge 

of you all rallying around the cheat who rapined my singularity!  

And would you all succumb to the lie, because my truth is vulnerable to deceit? 

Saint Paul has too many demons of overwhelming treachery; while I only have vulnerable truths! 

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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