I can believe despite the losses: A poem 

Whence did this start and end and begin 

like a fledgling, a cub, a story retold 

as if the narrative just fills my ears, 

my glands, my cells, my blood vessels 

even if the billion stars were just the embodiment 

of a divine grace that survived time and extinction! 

I had a knowledge every time I was child  

Would they be whispers of a timeless magnanimous soul? 

The book was never opened, but the soul believed 

that loss has no rancour but a singular patience, 

when love itself repeats the story, that the constant 

loss is never an indication of defeat. If you could 

bring the stars back to me like flowers of a season 

 And I’d feel the suddenness of your heartbeat 

just as I felt it for all eternity and in every tear, 

and every word, and every passion that stilled  

my soul. That I would think where do we go from here? 

And I would look up to the sky and never ask the question 

That I would feel the answer in your resounding silence 

Like a fragrance that can die but still persist within 

a soul that seems mortal but lives in eternity. That I must 

fashion a baton exchange between father and son 

and son and father, in every generation that witnesses 

a love so profound between the actors that none 

can pause such continuum, when the open sesame 

takes place without my sperm, and immaculate conception begins 

another term, in a triangle between two lovers and son! 

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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