I don’t belong anywhere: A poem 

Do you think I’m a pedagogue in a guild 

When I feel that I am just a brainchild 

Hiding in a no-man’s land, like an island 

Even truth being exhausted from my gland 

I’m very tired but here I stand 

As if to invoke no one, because none can understand 

You see I have no illusions but a wall 

And I simply can’t jump over it because I’m not tall 

I won’t be disillusioned by what evil makes me see 

They know they won’t have me, even if they glee 

That I have to forsake everything. Let it be! 

If this should go on for all eternity! 

Your chess pieces will sting you, your treachery will bring 

your own colossal defeat in the end 

This army of retribution, against which you can never defend 

I am mighty, but I am alone 

And you are pithy ganging up, and heartless as stone 

Begone the wickedness as I bid bye to the righteous!  

I am not ashamed to fail love; because this has been brought about by evil’s conscienceless game!

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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