Where do I stand with you all?: A poem 

I know this travel/ travail, and my armour 

being the trappings to tolerate the jungle; 

even a jumble of deeds resonates, like 

fierce howls of wolves. The battle cry 

is no herald of victory, for a Trappist 

who retained his austerity but forgot  

his silence. My Goddess has sensed 

my frugality of action turning into friction! 

She cautions me, but leaves me to my  

own devices. I am Platonic in love, 

but how long can I be passive in war. 

My Goddess insists she must be no 

guiding star for sea-farers as much for the 

beasts of land. I thank her for her ambivalence! 

I assure you I am more confident in her 

dispassion than her flattery and then, deceit! 

But she will be my Goddess all the same! 

And would Dad (and son) be a silent spectator as well? 

And mother assures me muteness, but she still fears that I am no funk, and I am too unforgiving. 

I can only say to all those faggots who keep their fork-tongued posturing by morphing their fakedom in transvestiting 

I have shattered their premise by calling myself  

nothing and everything, even be or not be a bat out of hell! 

Treachery has no horns, it looks pretty as a peach 

Like all the alluring goodly propaganda that wants, to all of you, teach! 

But I am so sure that even I can bewitch! 

Their apparent beauty has only a presence; 

Bravery is eternal, and astute it its constitute 

Everyone warns me, there is much probability of defeat! 

Even my Captain-King (Trump) says he must part ways with me, 

if I should wage a war; Let it be! Let it be! 

I tell you all that you must know, that I have thrown the 

gauntlet at evil treacherous Saint Paul who perennially capitalises on my loyalties; that I am very much a reincarnation 

each time that to death I must go! 

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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