Mother, please take me in your arms!
I just want to feel a semblance of comfort
to repose as still as a mountain, without
feeling the river of treachery that runs along
its steadfast sides; I just think I need to remember
the most exotic light that I once shone with!
That was taken away from me by a most heinous rapine
Do you know I am also Adam Kadmon, the one with the magic
flowing from his eyes; that can bless sanctity and peerlessness
on anyone that it bestows. They never respected me;
They always abused me for their own selfish motives!
I just lay humbly like a stone waiting to feel its strength
in a cruelty that shock-tore it away from its originality!
Mother, you know I feel so foreign to this planet
and all the traitors that abound here. Mother, you know
I never liked fish! It is Prakash Saint Paul who is determined,
with his treacherous bodygrabbing and morphing into vampiricism
that wants me to end up in the deep sea; when he himself belongs there!
And I have too many enemies working against my pursuit
of truth and justice. But I have begun to realise truth and justice
can never manifest, because my true love Jashmina is always working against me!
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