They thought they killed me; but I always was the new kid in town!: A poem 

You know a long time ago, Laban thought he could kill my will 

by subjecting me to hard labour. I did not let love devolve; 

Rachel, you know I could have destroyed him, every time 

you slapped me in the face to prove your loyalty to Laban! 

It was that undying love for you, that never seemed to drown 

even with all the frown of having you relentlessly letting me down! 

I always believed you loved me for being the fresh-faced new kid in town! 

No matter that I couldn’t pause for a moment. It was an umpteen for a resolute aging teen! 

How I never wondered that an eternity passed in the passage, in the hope 

that God and Goddess would be restored! How much defeat did I cop for you? 

How much death? Even when the stones didn’t speak of my misfortune 

I pursued to believe that they would ultimately speak my fate! 

Is God scheduled to cry? Or does he hide his tears in the front  

of bravery? Even in the jeopardy of the fact that he risks his dad (and son) and 

mother (and daughter-in-law) as well as his kingdom in such an eternal turmoil? 

Would you deign, Jashmina, anymore; despite the realisation that the colour  

of your true love will never be washed off your soul?! And that your true love  

will persevere with his faith; no matter how much he is snubbed 

by all and sundry!  

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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