The erotic and the exotic: A poem 

Do you think I want your tongues to make a fellatio 

on my soul and my possessions? I feel like making 

a hasty detour, every time you all try to get your gestapo 

on my getaways. I am just prone to tell you all the patience  

against this perversity can be abruptly paused. A Leftist 

Government that epitomises the deep sea should know  

where it stands in my eyes; even my siblings are taken,  

My dad and true love are exploited by the treachery, my Mum  

is assaulted, even my pets; all this that evil wants to perversify, 

my body, heart and soul. I swear, none of my  

orifices are spread open to that pederasty. I am filled with disgust! 

How when I was younger, I fantasised about sex, even as  

I had an inkling that I was eternally raped and the rape  

would continue in this lifetime. My fancies and whims and  

loves have all been dilapidated by bestiality. For me, sex is only a dirty  

three-letter word, no propriety of Aries, but of those pederasts, who 

are not homos, but sapiens Men! Jashmina, do you think I am an Androgyne 

that must love you absently but suffer the presence of a Jesuit or Allahic  

transgression. Is this an erotica that replaced the phantasmal fantasy that I thought I deserved; 

Where is the hieros gamos with my Queen and Goddess? Its exotica was 

more a ritual of sublime beauty than an intentioned erotica, as I remember, 

in the original place. But it had to be forgone! Because the treacherous  

Saint Paul wanted to sodomise me ever since the unholy encroachment  

and  make me believe that his tresspassing was the ultimate pleasure I deserved or, in my  

rejection and revulsion of it, he should keep torturing me with crimes against me for eternity.  

That I should thus be besieged with one torture over another!  

Is my sister Meena aware; or is she in conscious convenient denial? 

And who else fantasises in the selfish erotica that  

seems to them like deserved exotica? Western Europe that sought to  

rape other exotic lands and satisfy themselves with an inglorious lust and greed! 

As if that is not enough, they, subsequently, indulged in the promiscuous self-privileges 

of colluding with a fish and a moon both at the same time. 

To salvage their unholy ambition of being powerful and wealthy and not be  

destroyed by God’s will! How does selfish lusty erotica serve exotica?!