I can have Albert Camus’ invincible summer
in pouring rain, in the snowy winter
And my life’s excursion is never pedestrian!
I am no folly of vision despite the pain;
The perversion of an imposed defeat
has never been the desolation of my brain.
I am not browbeaten by intimidation
And I am a configuration of everything
that lives within me. I am no void
but an undiscovered embodiment in it.
Should you think I have no muscle power
to face the hordes to my Left. I am just
patient with the insolent thieves and
illegal harvesters, that impersonate as
rulers of the land. My firebrand soul
can be tactilely violent as much as it
is invisibly restrained. None of you,
at any moment can tell me what you
want me to be! Rainer Maria Rilke
advised me to live through beauty
and terror, and feel that strength in me!
I am not snowed in by stormageddons!
We are fading petals until we discover
we have the strength of the sun. A long
time has this treachery been witnessed by
me! And I know my origins, no mere dancing
star as Nietzsche mentored me to be!
For, I am the explosion of the truth, that took its time,
despite all the rapine. Just as Carl Jung educated me
that I am not what happened to me,
I am what I chose to become!