It’s just getting too unnerving; even with all my patience and sublimity: A poem 

I withdraw my love for you all, because you all fear 

And I am not subjective to evil, I don’t shed a tear 

There are knives cutting through me every moment 

I can silently scream; it’s not just treachery and torment!

Like anatomy sabotaged to dreadedingly fall to its knees 

You know who wants me to succumb to the seas 

I am blindfolded but I can see him draw the bargains 

behind the curtained backdrop, the backstabbing; my constant pain 

I never cried my agony; should my heart pause in vain!

This energy is weighed down by torture, who dare think I should be blamed? 

I always thought about everybody else, before an inkling of myself 

Did you have me blinking; when you entertained treachery on your shelf? 

I carried an eternal burden with a perennial smile and song 

Should you have thought it was easy for me to get along?! 

How can I retain my sense of humour; there is more than odd an enemy?

The treason against me is so plenty, the traitors too many 

Would you think my patience won’t dissolve amid the confliction? 

I’ll fling all my convictions in your faces, and end all this in apocalyptic devastation!

You think I’m here to only cop detention, and bear the revulsion? 

To have that crony of the deep-sea morph and eat up me and my intentions!