Could I have been a mere piece of rock
floating among an unseemly wall of rocks
between Mars and Jupiter? How something
was blown apart to form a wall?! A wall that
was meant not to mitigate conflict, but form a
divisive boundary between claimed and retained.
We lived like this, to survive the cruelty of a distant
ruthless heaven and challenge its evil from breaking
us metaphorically and literally apart!
How the life on Mars was a blessing from
Jupiter and the nurturing from the Sun, despite that
constipating shit of sodomy dictating us from afar!
We all know we are hybrids between Mother
and Father! Just as we multiply in the division of
the origin. Like the origin, was meant to be defeated
only to become profuse. Evil conspires the time of
destruction; and something else finds its way to slip
out existence into a new permanent impermanence.
How can we be certain, who are our brethren?
An alien may be your long-lost friend or brother
from another time. Undisputably, there are Martians
among us and there are Jovians. But somehow an age was lost
to the oceans multiplying, profligately, fish and crustaceans. I just
know, I don’t belong to Sapiens Man! Those that
actually weren’t engineered may find beauty under
their appearances? How beautiful was Sapiens Man,
but he was not god nor dragon, nor the fire of the earth?!
A spook from the fish’s mouth, and certainly not of God!
Even Allah, who wanted to rule Earth’s tides, constraining
the prevalence of the deep sea, never had Zeus’ blessings,
nor did he that of Ouranos! And would you think he would
have any of Sol Invictus’! Was Herakles a hero for killing lions
at the end of the Leonine age? I just don’t know whether I should
kill fish or detain crabs! The Deep Sea (alleged) gods of the Sumerians
left us with broken tablets and seals and stones of their coming around
here. Were they the winged of Libra, or the fishtailed of Pisces (or both)?
They failed when they tried to create giants and crossbreed on earth,
strange creatures which couldn’t survive, being wracked with Cancers!
Must I adjudicate between fish and Moon again then, like Enoch (me) did
in the long past? I just think that with all the unwelcomely created ambience
of the despicable Wishmaster, how badly I feel at times, that I want to be nobody’s child!
Would Anu want to deluge the world again, and would Enki be the saviour?
I just want to tell you, I am the embodiment of neither!
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