(Does Albanese think I have no right to be honest with myself, that if I express the truth, it is demeaned as crying and taken advantage of as my weakness by him! Shame! Shame!… And should I choose to implicate that evil morpher Prakash Saint Paul manipulating every thing I think, say, and do to suit his convenience and lease of life, to a sabotage of me!)
(And WordPress do you think I give a damn that you frustrate me so much. Because you do not respect my integrity, but you fear Prakash Saint Paul’s evil and Anthony Albanese’s connivance so much! I don’t need anybody’s acknowledgement, I believe in myself! It is you all who have no grace, integrity and honour!)
Sometimes, I just am shouting myself hoarse…
Do you all think it is a misdirection and an off course?
My sense of duty is not my cure, nor my prevention
of a disgusting flu that besieges me and seeks to capitalise on it (my duty)!
Someone, I loathe and despise (Prakash Saint Paul), is offering me a blank cheque
for suffering for him, so that his criminality and treachery, be absolved!
I feel the cynicism that this is my own money that was stolen from me by him!
Some people really have the gall not to be ashamed of their own sins
And what about the numerous chances I have given the Prime Minister of this country,
who conspired so brazenly against me, and I have been so equanimously distressed by my destroyed loyalties?
I know my intrepidity and I know my integrity; and I have always known my sense of duty!
That is why so much evil has always grabbed the opportunity from my noble ideals and dignity
And am I to be a restraint, patience, sublime, and non-vindictive in my repository
when they committed so much rapine against me?
You can see this is no new story, but a long-drawn one
my sacrifices lasting an entire eternity…
Do they think that I find pleasure in self-flagellation and masochism
even when I am mastectomised off everything I stand for?!
Is God, forever, to feel the barrenness of the crimes committed against him,
And think vengeance is not for him to seek (just because his Goddess restrains him)…?
Do those dirty scummy evil rapists and treacherisers have the liberty to feel no compunction…?
Then should I not have the liberty of not granting them any forgiveness, despite the favours I do them…?
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