Though I am prone to soliloquy
I know I have no option, but live in such
laughing parody. This paradise is only
an arm’s length between me and I.
But should I think my thoughts and words
are in a slipstream permeating through
my walls into the world yonder, and heard
eagerly by everyone. Should I say I have enough
evidence of it. Of course, I am even punished and tortured
for my honesty, should I prefer to retaliate?!
Is it more cumbersome to start a war
or suffer in silence? You could all answer for
yourselves and your hypocrisy. That I also have
a parapraxis of accidental perjury. But am I to blame
when evil tries to capitalise on me? And should it
swear by lying about its pari passu?! As if I have any doubts
about the hypocrisy in all the lies that prevail!
Do you think that I am living to forgo my dignity
after all the eternal sacrifice and suffering,
in resistance, defiance and bravery,
just to please your profane liberties. I swear!
And this swearing is my writ! Even if you all should
put me to death for this swearing! That I will never please
any of you, who want me to forgive the ones
that don’t deserve to be forgiven!
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