Mum, the gifts were not given in return: A poem 

I remember the day Mum passed,  and I felt blocked out, like a stone  across a cave’s entrance. I felt  I was thrust in the orphanage of the world,  even though I was in my late fifties  Fate was thrifty with me, and was hefty.  My guilt was shifty. I thought I didn’t do  enough.Continue reading “Mum, the gifts were not given in return: A poem “

I drink from wisdom’s third glass: A poem 

I can drink from wisdom’s third glass  and still drive steady in rusty, old cars  through torrential hale, in the wee hours  and all the breathyliser tests I seem to pass  And you can take me for a colossal fool,  I am no accidental pianist sitting on a stool  I can tell you that allContinue reading “I drink from wisdom’s third glass: A poem “

Dad, I’ll always be truly yours: A poem 

In the kitchen, pottering around the electric stove  I feel I’m chopping in too many difficult strokes  The anxiety is unbreached by the non-deft cuts in a line  as I wrestle with an unwelcome present; for buying time  The onion peels are like stars falling out of my life  If only I could divine, divineContinue reading “Dad, I’ll always be truly yours: A poem “

To an old best friend: A poem 

Those were the blossoms of our youth –  the intricacies of intimacy, and  the touch of fraternal love they bring  I then thought we were wise, as wise  as the skies; but now I know  we are only arms-length wide  Time blows away friendship onto  different paths. This is how   roads depart. Only tributariesContinue reading “To an old best friend: A poem “

The walk to you: A poem 

These reflections give directions that don’t pause with time  From the lessons you teach me, I am humble and sublime  I think I walk with the looming infinitive, though much intuitive  With no lurking fantasies but not restive; thus, I die and live  I can be gallant, can be valiant; but restrained is my gait  I canContinue reading “The walk to you: A poem “

I am expectant of destiny: A poem 

I pick out wisdom from life’s fiction and fact  And I walked all the way with my guns intact  All the distance traversed always points to the start   It’s as if all circumstance is arrival even when I depart  I am bound to secrets fossilised in me like peridot  Ancient scriptures in hieroglyphs that past livesContinue reading “I am expectant of destiny: A poem “