Did we not endeavour to browbeat?: A poem 

I realised that my tears 

were storms at your door 

so, I stopped crying 

a long time ago! 

You think these knife-pickled moments, 

these blood-inked years 

these nerve-wracking decades, 

this energy-squandering eternity 

was just the universe’s pensive yawns? 

I was just subject to a fealty 

where the enemy became master 

And I swore and unswore my true love 

to the convenience of the circumstance 

 I know you always knew more!… 

felt the immense pain that I felt 

We often took a bow, but we never knelt 

I didn’t bare my genitals or any sacred space 

of my anatomy, to my enemies 

When, all the while, they imagined that they were having 

a divine intercourse with me! 

God did it for the need of the hour! 

None should even imagine they can lay him bare 

His chastity is reserved for the purity 

he has invested in the ones he loves 

For we reached the shore, and never touched the sea 

and searched the sky, but carefully avoided the moon 

Brave victims never claim their victimisation 

But wait for a mellifluous age to fill their trees 

I have no sundowns on this love, this endearment, this endurance 

It speaks volumes of how we browbeat 

all those evil sleuths and that seemingly impervious gestapo! 

And even when we denied our love, 

every snail on the earth knew how we nailed it! 
  

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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