I live in the air of the night. Like I was in a closet,
shut out from the noises of life. It is as if I can imagine
my cloistered legspace winding up in a roominess
of strange thoughts from inklings of the day.
And I feel encumbrances of emotions and awareness
love, grief, pain, excitement, benevolence, odiousness,
generosity, rage, brevity and longevity. Like all the
latitudes of the planet descended to the equator.
Even in the storm of such chaos, I am equanimous,
Not a boat ruffled by the storm. I see the night, not
from the window, but I feel it granting me its
perspicacious insightfulness. The stars, that I
caressed without reaching out to, have planted
their whiskers on my soul. You see there are
innumerable secrets that haven’t been spoken
Yet, I feel I’ve laid myself bare. And I feel brave
in the wisdom that manipulations can be rife,
but cannot consume my eventuality, my eternity!
I am nonchalant in the chicanerous charade
of charlatans whose evil trickery is their triumph!
That even my one arm can be cut for another arm
to be salvaged. Since, I shouldn’t fear mutilation
to defy treachery! I even feel sorry that my solidarity with
the Coalition is made so nondescript that it cannot save
them from oblivion. And I am prone to distemper my walls against
the vagaries of such an evil that wants my dissolution
in one way or the other. I didn’t want to see my bastions
ripped apart by the convolutions of chicanery, that my soul
and heart cannot find foundations. But I must believe,
that evil can’t trivialise my defiance with its deceit. I must be
resolute in who I am, and I must have all my faces reconstructed, even if
my original face was treacherously shattered into these many!
I don’t decry that the evil Prakash Saint Paul and the Left/ Labor Parties of the world,
and Anthony Albanese can transmogrify my rights, bodygrab my loyalties
and manipulate my thoughts, words and actions against me.
Because, they will always be fork-tongued, two-faced evil Leftists to me, no matter what
identities they steal and apparently morph into for their convenience and undeserved victories!