Did you know I was like King Lear
who divided all his love, between you all
and lost everything, to a tragic betrayal?
Did you feel thorn-pricked at any moment
when I was eternally cold and despairing
feeling the pangs of excruciating pain
and I survived it all, only to save your souls?
You have all chosen to snub my resilience and sacrifice
because you would rather settle in the arms of sin
and defraud my unfailing righteousness!
Do you know I so loved the souls I created
that I came back time and again, very concerned,
and prepared to cop all the treachery and torture
to maintain your dignity and reinstall your integrity?
Would I have done this if I only wanted to be requited with your love in return?
I am just irate in all my patience, that you have all
been cast in the virtuality far from the reality.
So, I must keep tearing my flesh apart and
crunching all my bones to dust, because you
eyeball the insincerity and untruths like it
was your infant teddy of security! I just feel I, sometimes,
have to angrily bawl out my antagonism of your pretentious heaven,
so unGodly to me! You can recognise the heaven you haven’t yet seen
in the farthest part of the solar system acknowledged by
the sodomising Church! I, God, don’t love that heaven!
I was never its God or denizen! The Church ceased to be mine
when it was hijacked from me! Don’t talk to me about your
New Testamental love! It is a fakedom, I curse!
Not that I would invite unsavoury Allah to take its place, in turn!
I am not going to bite your entreaties; it is, to me, only
biting the bullet. I don’t make peace with pieces of scum!
Do you think that if I make peace with your demons, you will have Godhood or God will have peace?
You should all shut up with your own hypocrisy and treason!
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