I suddenly felt I was an ever-enlarged tower
reaching into the heart of the sky
As if I had become Sandalphon
The trunk of the tallest entity ever
I think of the days I became strange to Sol Invictus
And even felt lost with Ares
How every friend I had counted on felt like an enemy?!
Did the loneliness last an eternity?
But now, I think even Sandalphon
doesn’t hold a candle to my largesse
I have paid so many dues without owing a single liability
And never asked for the humongous debt owed to me
At least I’m sure I got so many brownie points
For every extremely difficult life I’ve led
And at the end of every day, and the end of every life,
I count my blessings in the honour I begot
It is an example to you all, of my legacy
I know love is not just the manifestation of an ephemerality
I had its adventure with the ones I held dear for all eternity
Even the sun is now holding his hands out to me
to shout a party in my honour with ninety-seven guest attendees
I have reserved a length between Mars and Venus
And you know I’m waiting for all I love to sit around that table like one big family!
Just as if not only all the planets, but all the stars, the entire universe belonged to me!