There was a time when I felt inhibited by the sun
It was not because I didn’t like Sol Invictus;
but I had knowledge that poor him was taken
by an imposter. Now, I prefer long sunny days
of Summer, where dawn breaks early and dusk
comes late. I no longer feel postured by the fact
that the Sun is vulnerable to be taken again
each time I do the Surya Namaskar! Or, for that
matter, anything in orbit around it. As if I wasn’t aware
that my stating that I am Virgo and Sagittarius,
would result in them both being hijacked, waylaid and taken down.
I don’t feel the ignominy done to my honesty! Ask the
malicious Matrix (PSP; and Albanese included) what blood is on its hands!
I’ve never felt hapless or hopeless at all of evil’s
dispensations! Bravery is so positive and optimistic
and full of light, despite the overlooming darkness!
I just don’t really mark the 21st of March as a beginning,
Every day for me is a consolidation of who I am, even if
I am faced with an imposing dissipation. I feel enthused
by the Pagan Oestre not the Christian Easter. I just
wouldn’t call the latter a resurrection. Thomas Didymus was not
the only one to know that! You must know, there is so much reincarnation
in me! The truth of me resurrects to fight back each time it is murdered!
You know, since I came to Australia, every 8th of September is a
beautiful Spring Day in self-assertion, though I don’t think too much about celebrating birthdays!
Do you think I fear being hijacked, treacherised, tyrannised, tortured!
Even though it is not a comfortable feeling to be in such, sometimes, seemingly endless pain
I love the beauty of myself so much, that it gives me strength and resilience
I have never been afraid of expressing my love and gratitude even though I know
the foreshadow of seizure by bodygrabbing conspirators! I am not
intimidated by alarm bells or defeat. It is treachery, villainy and evil
that fear defeat. That is the reason why they are so desperate!
I have a mighty sense of humour despite the abject cruelty done to me!
You must know that I am very loyal to those I love, my convictions,
my purpose; even if that expressiveness causes my, and each of their defeat.
I am the custodian of unconditional love and truth; this has given me
the wherewithal to survive and outlast eternal pain, suffering and sacrifice!
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