God is a very old unforgiver! A very old unforgiver!: A poem 

Did you think Satan loved only himself 

and nobody else? The mass at the Centric 

end was called Black; black as the light  

it shone! We didn’t know, did we? Climbing a  

ladder and falling over each other with Heavenly lies!

It’s not God who takes you, with drooling teeth 

He is not responsible for the sin you were led 

to believe. So that you are just going to end up  

on the outer edges, floating, floating, floating 

weightless in the gravity of a frozen sea. God prefers  

the spark of fireflies to the daunting spider! 

Who means to deceive you with imposed belief? God was never there 

in the location of your first illusion of beauty 

after-death, then the shock makes your illusions crumble  

between jaws, when the smoke and mirrors dissipate. Christ 

didn’t shed blood for your salvation, he multiplied between  

you all loaves and fish, instead! And what would you make of your catechismal servility

that you swear to love and serve (whom?) for eternity?! I think I am just

a non-believer, non-forgiver, tribulater, travailer, hidden between the lines. 

The redeemer in the pulpit wants you for a sandwich 

The Church tells you he is benign, even benevolent! Do you know the Salmon  

is the only fish with some semblance of sanctity? Oh! I’d rather be a leper 

from an old obsolete institution on a dusty tortuous path to nowhere! 

I don’t have the humility to be schooled in religiosity. Though you may think I am 

only vanity, ending up in vain! I’d rather be a leper, than follow the leopard 

between Vat(er) and Can(cer); and does he change his spots? I just feel like a tiger 

that shone in the forest, without being carnivorous as a shark! 

Would all the talk of bread be your own meat? 

I can even tell you that Leo is distinct from Pisces, 

Like land from sea! Blame it on the conjunction of the Ages! 

My Goddess should be free! There is no freedom when we 

are wrapped in indignity, indignation! Saturn has too many Moons! 

But the one that stands before us in the nightsky, 

never caught my eye! God is farthest from any deliberation! 

Even if they would give him all the roses for his station. 

He is just a rolling stone, when faced with untruths; 

An abrogator! And a very old unforgiver, a very old unforgiver! 

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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