So many retakes, and I am only recounting!: A poem 

Do you think I like the rarefied air of the mountains? 

The sun-burning of the expansive deserts? Do you think 

that I should not live to enter the plains? Moses died 

before he reached the Promised Land! Must I entertain  

the same fate? Should I swear I am an elusive Mountain? 

Not even your haloed Mount Shasta holds a candle to me! And if  

in my self-subordination must I be the subject of self- 

flagellation and imposed cruelty? I am just betwixt you all  

and yet never with you! Just as if your armies believe  

they hold me captive; and I vaporise, as if a star slipped 

its light so suddenly, and lifted me out of all your evil embrace. Yet, I can  

swear that I am my own force majeure, needing no assistance. Because I am  

an inherent superiority in my subordination! You know,  

two millennia ago, James the Just (me), performed the same tricks 

of language…a custodian was he of truths, that the Supernals of heaven 

wanted to have revealed. But he let them only conjecture! 

God knows every weakness can be a strength, even in a murky 

allegiance to the Supernals (fish) of Heaven? Did the imposters think 

they had imprisoned God, you know he is an immortal Houdini.  

The vile spy of Heaven, Saint Paul (the gay between Moon and Fish, and  

pretending to be the homo of the Sun), would have kept dizzyingly wondering  

as James flit from Jerusalem to Damascus! How heavenly you Gentiles  

seem to have adopted the codes of hypocritical lies. Saint Paul 

saw his soul-spirit (Archangel Gabriel)’s Cross in the sky! Hell was  

reduced to a profanity after that! Those Acts of Saint Paul,  

borrowed and deluded, spread across the Gentile World, to be  

forwarded to the entire world like a benign promise, but a curse nonetheless, after that! How was the truth belied in the ignored  

reality of the  hijacking of the Jewish Christian Church by Saint Paul from James. 

And he, then, proceeded to stone James to death, in sheer 

frustration of his inability to extract the truth from James and bodygrab it as his! 

Switch to the fourteenth century AD, and the same Saint Paul,  

now as King Philip the Fair conspired with Pope Clement the V 

(the now Anthony Albanese) to hijack the truths from the Knights Templars 

under duress of torture; and proceeded to crucify, then burn  

Jacques du Molay (me) at the stake when he didn’t relent. Likewise in this lifetime, Monte Cyril Rodrigues, God  

incarnate, is being besieged and waylaid by the treachery of Jaiprakash Shetty  

(no Sun is he but the protagonist of the deep sea), along with Anthony Albanese! 

I adamantly choose not to forgive!

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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