There was a time, for so long in my life,
that I chain-smoked. You’d think I wanted
to kill Scorpio in doing so! But no, there was
someone else I had to deal with; who was so impellingly
toxic, that I had to forge my own poisoning to
escape his! I could have sworn that Jesus,
my brother, was not an enemy of mine. It was
just that in the passage of fate we were drawn so apart.
He in his self-proclaimed Godhood and truth
that cumulated a lie for two millennia, and
me, the actual God, silent and dutiful, being forced into
apostasy by a cruel Saint Paul ever eager
to hijack my truth. And, of course, the rapining
Church, gaining miles of mileage from Saint Paul’s
dubiousness and villainy; and donning its own
dubiousness and villainy by making Jesus – the Christ,
and significantly and self-seekingly draping his iconry to fallacise the
whole world. You know, would you think Jesus felt privileged from such fame
as being touted as the son of God, when he was
injusticed by being cannibalised for two millennia?
I ask you, was the spirit of God in the waters and fish?
You can see, the good shepherd had a tragic duty to deluded
sheep! He liked the taxman Zechariah more than all!
And would he have asked you to give the Romans what is due to them?!
Judas the Sicarii couldn’t hack the idea of such intensely
hypocritical sublimity. But was it so delectable to the
Roman spy Saint Paul?! Poor James the Just, he didn’t even decry
his absolute ignominy for two millennia – that, while they
denied acknowledging his Godhood and completely erased
his name from the annals of the New Testament, they wanted to defraud
him by hijacking his truth?! Keep it up Vatican, go loud-mouthing your
Gospels with the intent of proving what a fish you are? And just
keep deep-seeking with your ghoulish astronomy, waiting for
your incumbents from deep sea, Nibiru, to drop by and make
absolute your false glory! You can also keep burying the real truths
in your archives, so they are never exhumed to have you exposed
and shame-faced! The world loves your knuckles on its skulls!
Not me! I know Jesus was only the much-flogged vehicle and Saint Paul was the
actual vainglory! I also know that you and your betrothed Saint Paul,
would even abandon Jesus, the Christ, for the cat of the moon, if
it suited your self-seeking prosperity. What a mutual purpose of the two of you
is the much-cannibalised Jesus! And James couldn’t care less, could he?
He is not even trying to break the backs of all your falsities and fakedoms
with his patience? Yes, the ignominy is his, but not the frustration?
He is only waiting to see that your shamelessness, guilt and lack of conscience
become lucid to you and you start actually start feeling remorse! But do self-serving
psychopaths feel remorse? I like your plainly defrauding insistence for Love and Peace; and
your anti-War rhetoric! Hahahahaha! Who needs the confessional Church?
Who should be begging for absolution? Your laity or your priests and Pope? Your hegemony
is your own net intent on casting the entire world into perpetual slavery of the deep sea! Thank You!
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