Is their checkmate of me, their own perfect foil on themselves (Hahahahahaha)?: A poem  

I am on a cloud, far away from the extremities,  

reposing in no multitudes, neither relying on them; 

neither mercurial nor platonic, neither hot nor cold! 

But I am certainly no middleman, that you all should see! 

I have never been subjunctive about my convictions! 

Would you think I’d have them broken down to the treachery? 

I have bloodstreams that infuse me with belief and, 

resolutions; not swimming in borrowed beliefs that should shroud my 

destiny! Yet, sometimes, even the humongous universe has no corner for me! 

I am not goated, bloated or moated, if evil should constrict me! 

My bones were crushed countless times, but no Piscean or python could swallow me! 

The turrets of my Kingdom emblazon in my soul; what evil defeated of mine (my protagonists),

still cannot defeat me! Nibiru’s sodomy is like an insult to creation, 

should it recall?! Just because I didn’t sound my clarion call, 

did it think it could have a ball! You know when the righteous 

are held circumspect, the world is susceptible, so should I defeat you all?! 

If redemption is unachievable, should destruction be the deliverable?! 

You know we have been snapfrozen, deluged, cataclymised and asteroidised so many times before… 

when the mythic hero (messiah) completely failed the plot! The action hero was really 

the passive hero for the sustenance of the world. And did you think Jesus  

was the Passion of Christ all along, did he die of crucifixion(?), or did the previous Age 

die with the stoning of James? Would you now decry Saint Paul for always suiting 

his own selfish convenience? There are the likes of James, who have a sacrificial purpose in mere breath, or loss of it! 

I didn’t even arise out of the woodwork; and yet, I wafted with a santalaceous  

aroma all over the skies. And all they do is broker me before I even decided I arrived;  

and I won’t agree(!), and I won’t snap(!) till I know that all those deserving have broken free! 

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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