(You know, I have no regret or grief that those unruly villains wanted to hijack my talents for decades; so, I did not bare myself in my verbalism and neglected my talents! But now being past 60, I feel I should no longer let myself be decapacitated by such villainy!)
(I really despise you Anthony Albanese, you megalomaniac who refuses to confess his treachery, but goes on committing more of them! Get Lost! You will get your deliverance! My Mother is my strength and resilience; she is behind me!)
You know the Ecclesiastes (you authored?), King Solomon, has so much to say, even if profound
wisdom should be submerged by regret. A great wise King
knows his own follies, if I may add in undeserved self-deprecation;
if you were the wise and just King you were known to be? Had you the humility
of your father King David? Did you see the indecent vanity in achievements
and self-glory at the dusk of your life? You were a builder, a reveler,
a lover, a deliverer, a justifier? Even the Queen of Sheba knew your glory,
before she ensnared you to be witness to other gods and goddesses! But then,
finally, in the dusky decorum of old age, did you decide that the First Temple
was a solidarity to the True God, who reigns invisibly and oblivious
to all?! That the worldliness that blinds us, is a fallacy, a fruitless exercise!
A vanity of vanities and a meaningless focus of finding false meanings in life!
Is wisdom not just the only revision of truth, but, in fact, that faith is the precedent?
King Solomon regretted wistfully, as Ecclesiastes describes! There is so much
misdirected energy, every civilisation experiences! Like the materialism and progress
widows the truth, and sacrifices it in a sati! But would you have known the secrets, King Solomon?
I am dismayed to find out that you did not, as I chanced upon reading
Ecclesiastes! There is fatality and there is futility! More often truth experiences fatality,
But duty to truth is never futile! Leo Tolstoy mirrors your disconsolation at life
at a much later age in history; but would I have told you both; life is neither decadent nor degenerate,
if one has the awareness to be selective of purpose (sometimes purpose selects you in
a very quiet way). The true Kings among men could be working with the mechanism of
God from the silhouette of ambience, and not in obvious machismo! Yes, some are propelled
into cynosure, but not necessarily as favourites, but deemed as a notoriety in the eyes of the world, despite
their service to God’s plan. In any case, King Solomon, your wisdom does get some redemption
that you saw evil as a destructive force that may get its retribution in the ultimation
of divine justice! You said the lamp of evil will be put out (and the light of righteousness will shine)!
Virtue might find relief in such wisdom, but almost three millennia have passed since the Ecclesiastes
and there is no sign of the devouring evil dissipating! Yes, you knew then, how the world actually epitomises evil, and we are rampantly
witness to it in this modern world, should I insist?! Sometimes people even deliberately put on blinkers to justify their pretensions!
(But there are too many more secrets than your simple wisdom, King
Solomon! Did you know the blind rules of the Universe, the Solar System and planet Earth!
I should have thought you knew! I am utterly disappointed in the likelihood of you not being
a custodian to those overwhelming truths! But who knows? You may have silently engraved
them on the walls of the First Temple! And like so many libraries of antiquity, would they have been extinguished by evil for posterity to be ignorant about them!)
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