The truth is never appreciated; my kindness was always misjudged: A poem 

You know, I have dabbled, at times, in self-praise; 

It was because, so often, my self-worth had taken a beating 

at the hands of the vilest treachery! I always felt the need to do 

what was imminent to the necessity of the day! And, for it, I discovered 

I was the bravest person in the world; but unacknowledged for it!  

You know acts and deeds speak so loud, but I have also indulged  

in being loud-mouthed when the need arose;  

even though knowing fully well the real orifice of shit is one’s mouth  

(Albanese, please note, you are all mouth, and nothing else!) 

not what is on your backside! You know, I felt love in everything  

I did, but I was blamed for hating. You can just tell that I only protested  

against all the treachery committed against me! And who ever sensed the  

tragic beauty of the one who copped the blame for being cruel to be kind!  

You have all gone and ignored it! Thank you!!! 

Sadly, no one appreciates such kindness! The ones I loved have always  

rallied against me implicitly even vocally and explicitly, if not innocently. I can say they were besieged 

by a rampant wickedness. And was true love all innocent of Delilah-ing me?  

…That is the most devastating thing anyone may experience!!! I have often  

been told to put my finger on my lips… And if I had done that, I might have  

been saved from much cruelty and punishment. But did I fear? At least,  

I stood up for truth and justice! The perpetrators of crimes against me, always  

pretended they were innocent and escaped comeuppance, while I copped the  

punishment for reacting to their crimes and treachery! They still go the whole hog 

to pretend their innocence, while I still cop the punishment for calling them out!!! 

You know, you can’t trust the cops! They forcibly carted me off to the mad house,  

on more than one occasion. And if you are so stressed out that you react, you  

might as well be Dezi Freemanned for it! You know despite the tedious blindfolds  

put on me; I am proud to say I’m clairvoyant and I do recall my past lives and  

the crimes committed against me in my past lives. Many of those criminals are still  

rampantly doing the same thing in this lifetime, and getting away with them!  

Call me delusional for my clairvoyance(!). You must all know it is not me who  

deserves to be confined, but the powerful perpetrators of the crimes and treachery against me!!