Mother, if I found you again…Of course, I will: A poem 

Someday, I may percolate 

like a distillation, into the  

substance-quotient of a remarkable 

chemical gravity! And then, I will 

know that I am not merely residual, 

but the entire process of transformation 

Itself! This endlessness of it, being my  

alchemy. And you can see at every 

end, the Phoenix rises for a new 

beginning. It is not defined by  

matter, but the search, in return, 

for the original source! I thought,  

the only water that holds good 

and is haloed, is the upward- 

flowing stream, even if I was born 

in the lands of Ganga-Yamuna-Saraswati. 

For upward flowing objectifies the  

water of the Sun! Mother dearest, 

You abound in the gem-like bluest of Neptunian 

otherworldly glory, as much as the  

blessings of the Solar flare that nurtures me 

with its silent, salient light! I do not `ere 

want to vituperate about the cold blood-ice that 

deluged Mars. We know the tangibly hateful 

destruction of that distant ice. I am only here to 

do the needful, which involves saving all those  

who deserve salvation! Do you want me to perish 

before I necessitate those deeds? Victory was  

never what those victors made it out to be,  

I discovered that as I darted my head in your 

Sari-pallu, Mother, as a child!  Victory, is the  

final word of your soul, Mother, running through me! 

So, they ought not to continue to misappropriate 

you, Mother – at ultimate risk to themselves!!! 

And, I am not conditioned to taking anything 

that comes with the lust that hijacks your 

lustre! You know glory is like a moribund 

crown, when it sits on the wrong head! I 

only looked for justice, Mother, not vengeance! 

And, should it be that even if I looked for vengeance, 

I was the criminal (among the mob of the most 

flagrant criminality!!!) How come all the aspersions  

were cast on the warrior, not the villains?!! How  

come the victims were vandalised with punishment, 

for their allegiance with the truth? Is validative 

retribution or providential comeuppance  

only a figment of an imagination???  

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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