That home with my ancestral tree!: A poem 

In the dark corridors of memory, 

I see a phosphorescence, a luminescence… 

as if all my ores of the past come shining back at me 

If a radiance clothes a memory as if its darkness 

was a beauty, itself, to explore with an old lamplight! 

I am charged like a particle that emits its own ions 

of fragrant love, like love is a fountain in a cavern 

that is no subterranean world but, on a fluff-cloud, 

where the markers of antique ancestry are all over you! 

And, in this love, I reflect, I genuflect…I am emptied of 

Illusion, sheared off fantasy and then, grow a lion mane of faith! 

And who draws the lines of my physicality, my mentality, my emotionality, my spirituality 

that glow like beads of perspiration of my life, with inspiration. 

Dad’s voice coming at me like a lucky love amulet; Mum’s voice 

embracing me like an ensconcing cradle. Thus, encumbered am I 

to feel that all bequeathed to me is so nectarine, so ambrosial… 

that I have no appetite anymore for the rudiments of this worn-out life, 

That all there is, is a longing for the home that is the womb of my birth 

Mum, Dad with their humongous love, and all of the ancestral trees in my front yard! 

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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