Sol Invictus; and the time between you and me my darling!: A poem 

I have my divinity devolve to you 

and back again to me, like a game 

of passing the parcel between us!  

Must I reckon that a wondrous unpalatable  

eternity went on and out of the dimensions 

Like webs that form and must be acceptable 

Because sustenance became inexorable 

after the infiltration; and sin became indispensable! 

We are in an are not. Is it my dream or delusion  

that a revelation has no takers of believers 

but for myself? Do I feel saddened by this 

disillusionment, even when you don’t vouch 

for me; and I suffer the aggrievement and still smile,  

like a wide cavern with a knowing radiant light! 

And I hold my languid grace despite oft stumbling with rage; 

to keep the stars on the faces of everything I cherish! 

And faith-feel this tireless eternity is not a waste! If  

nothing is going to change since the snapping at the onset,  

how should I make a wistful wisdom last all through! 

I have so many miracles, so much magic, 

It silently breaks through the woodwork unacknowledged! 

I look to the sun, it seems paler through time 

since it began to become stolen from one evil to the other; 

And how should I recognise it as my Sol Invictus then? 

Mother, I need your affirmation, Dad I need your solidarity, 

despite the horrorful abductions! Who else can I call upon, my pets? 

They are also vulnerable, yet they absolutely love my dignity  

of duty despite all the depreciation! Darling baby girl should I 

remind you that much of our gold of earth was stolen a long time ago! 

But do we want our souls to be thieved and rapined too? 

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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