I took my candour down the street, to a point
where I lost euphoria, all semblance of dignity
because the humongous blocks around the
street walked off their foundations to censure
me, take me away from myself, my dignity,
my self-esteem, my self-respect. Me, sacrificed
at the altar of fake societal norms, that built
edifices of falsities to convict me and have
me be an over-drugged zombie. I must live with this gluttony
of impious gubernatorial appetite that wants to
devour the magic in me; and suit its own leverage. This land
which I came to be, which I have no faith in, but is a stream
of interlaced twisted evil forces wanting to take me into a
cavernous, carnivorous ocean. I no longer believe
I can ever be free! But being past sixty, with no stones
of strength in my bones, I have continued the humongous
duty thrust on my shoulders by sheer will, even
resisting all the evil that wants to break me. How do I go
forward when they have even made everyone I love villains
against me. I no longer cherish, no longer feel anyone is dear,
but with the relentless tirade against me, I sense my hopeless
enervation, despite my mystical powers of destruction that I
can wreak on the half-timbered wicked fortresses of this country;
and should I beckon death to come near, because I have nowhere else to go?!