I do not hold destiny circumspect; but yes,
there is a fallout of cause and effect. I am sure
that people are beginning to believe that there
is a design in everything, like in times gone by!
But how should I say is the delivery of comeuppance
so feeble as time grows to supersede an Age?
I look to the Sun or the planets and stars to understand
their metaphorical powers, but feel they are embattled, themselves!
What is the dignity in being humble…and patient…
and restrained…and sublime? If we are educated
in all piety that the grand design never lets the
righteous down, then, what are the few Bravehearts doing
in peril? Must I utter my pain in the disbelief that I suffered
so terribly from a villainy that marked my soul with its
despicable shadow for aeons and aeons. Am I threadbare
in my belief(?), for, this could be a pathetic fantasy that seems like
only ending up in a nightmare? The mythic hero believes
in revolutions from actions; it is not revenge that is his motivation,
but justice. How can such altruistic motivation be belittled, then?
Why does a hero become an antihero because he is always
under the radar of wicked men who have garnered the power to judge?
Am I to endorse the wickedness of Anthony Albanese, just because
I have to contend with a far greater wickedness in Prakash Saint Paul?
Was it my crime for reacting to each of their crimes against me
that I was punished for reacting to their crimes against me? And
what kind of validatory jurisdiction enables criminals to get away
unscathed, while victims get retribution? I have only answered to duty;
is that my folly? Is the sacrifice of humility and restraint, deserving of
punishment? Why are whistleblowers made villains by the law?
Corrupt men have a psychopathic ability to avoid the law and
criminalise the victim instead! We have a media (like the Australian Broadcasting
Corporation) that works solely with the purpose of administering to the side
which has the cheese for it. How many in the media have ever thought about taking up cudgels
for the righteous, rather than calumnising the brave warrior and beatifying
the treacherous? Do the warhorses (zebras) have to fall by the wayside in
the river crossing because they must fulfill a Masonic destiny? Or does destiny
ever come with the bridges, that it is meant to? How should I believe, when
two millennia were lost to the laws of Popes who redefined Godhood in a misconstrual,
such that the world still believes it must partake in a cannibalism of body and blood
of the alleged saviour!!! Is belief, then, a passive stalemate that copulates with
impious, ironical and false legitimacies!