I am suffering too much! I have always kept my immense pain to myself, said little about it to anybody! I am 62, it is difficult to cop this kind of torture at this age! How brave can I be? Anyone I go to, is a bigger conundrum of compromise for me. I really think I’m being made too much of a scapegoat for all my sublime generosity! I want to go from this world!

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms. View more posts