I’d really say to you Matt: Righteous guys aren’t nice guys!
Because there’s too much going on with the wickedness
being passed off as good guys in the world today! So, the
righteousness suffers, because all evil doesn’t cower in shame
or penitence!. Do you think I feel like an ostrich burying its head
in fear, just because you shout from the rooftops: Not to leave the
cause behind, and not to cease being the righteous guy, who is
not the nice guy; thus being beleaguered by all the torment,
punishment and suffering! I don’t fancy being a masochist; it was my
incredible sense of duty that saw me cop all the cruelty and crimes
against me! I can tell you, I fought from beyond the
cradle way back from the past where everything was encapsulated in
a bindu, the sesame seed that contained all, and was rapined thereafter.
Do you know there is a Masada in the soul which doesn’t fall
even when the fortress is seized and all the Sicarii are ground to
dust, pummelled blood into the waterways of the River Jordan
that all the source of Mount Hermon cannot wash away?! You
know, Matt, I can’t say Masada or Mont Segur have fallen,
but there are so many threatened by the ordeal of vanquishment;
and I am bone tired at the prospect of swinging between one
evil and the other, without having recourse to anything else,
that I wish all the battle-worn frontiers be left for another day, another space-time!
Do you think I detest my Enemy No. 2 Anthony Norman Albanese
less than I detest my Enemy No. 1 (PSP); and do you think I’d like to
reinstall the insidious Labor Party, repeatedly, because Anthony Norman
Albanese and my Enemy No. 1 (PSP), each have the undeserved privilege
of circling their teeth and tongues around everything else, or
at least, everything I cherish? Or do I have to be dysfunctional in a No Man’s
Land, to blatantly avoid the two evils. I am resolute not to settle for either,
in any case? And I am being given only these two options, for your information!
So what should I do Matt? – be reckless in wanton destruction of one and all,
or simply wish to go away?! So how is the righteous guy, going to continue
to be patient in struggle, in your opinion, and face this unholy prospect
of succumbing to either of the two evils or face destruction and death at
their hands! Are you aware of what happened to Jacques du Molay
and James the Just, in their defiant patience? Am I to have the same fate?
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