The grief of loss out of deceit: A poem

Sometimes, I think, I don’t deserve a white rose

for being orphaned out of everything I cherish.

You know, the manifestation of pain from defeat

is only the tribulation of the ordinary folk, the real

heroes feel the triumph in their establishment in

bravery in times of defeat. Every defeat is a clarion

call to take up the purpose sometime in posterity!

No matter if there needs to be taken time off for

recuperation. Even the bravest souls need to take

a break for breath. I just don’t think I want to be

underwater, even if I don’t think I relish my fires to

be stolen or relinquished! Why do I deserve a white rose?

It is the treacherous ones who deserve the infamy, not me!

Those who have lost their soul, have lost everything!

I could have lost everything, but not my soul!

If you think connivance is victory, than be blessed with shame!

Even if you don’t have the conscience to reflect on it!

I am not defeated by the constant chicanery! There is no

grief of loss to a humongous connivance that makes everything

I love alien to myself, by their compliance with treachery!

I have my sacredness! There is an antiquated ancestral flow

in me that makes my desert of defeat and self-destruction an

oasis in glory. Gullibility, to my knowledge, is no perversion, the

act of deceit is. I am a swellpride in my honest discretion,

not a sinkhole that the conniving powers that seek to control me

wish me to be. My soul inevitably shouts: Shame on them! Shame on them!

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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