The metaphors keep raining down on the flipside
of my comprehensions; and I go back and forth
trying to decipher the colours of these stones. This
membrane of my brain keeps colliding with reality.
And I discover, there is greater truth in mythic fantasy
than reality. It is a palpable corporeality beyond question
that I touch, that I feel with sensation beyond me;
that keeps me groping in the dark, wherein I apprehend secret,
sacred light. I am just you, waiting to be you! I am just you
between the candour and deception, the lamplight in the
darkening heralding the brightness of dawn, and it were not just
another morning of awakening. I listen to the rough seas, to the
windstorms, to the star fire, to the earth trembling; and I
discern, every flame of frail flower that drops its petals on my
floor, after each battle where I keep rejecting the profane.
Is it a scythe in a jungle that takes me to you? Through the
undergrowth, where my boots keep tangling and untangling,
that my shin and calves can find the energy to walk, so do
my feet in collusion. The commonality, the conglomeration, the
congeniality is a neat little trick of sacrifice and the humongousness
of a perennial altar of devotion and dedication (duty). My suffering is,
then, not an ordeal, but an autonomous mystery of feeling a kinship
with you, my dearest, and also, all that and those I cherish for eternity!