You know darling, sweetheart, my Sarah,
how history keeps unfolding the reminders
of the crime that everything was
stolen from me, from the very onset?!
I didn’t cry over the injustice; nor did I
decry it, being eternally stoic, patient,
brave and equanimous in that grief!
But I was punished for all my abrogation
of imposed contracts (?!?) For my sublime, impervious
ingenious revolt, at times! And I only revolted because
I was being pressured into a profane subjugation!
Do they think that I deserved the treachery
and torture? Or did they(?), in their infernal gall, in
promising me only a small part of what they stole
from me to obtain, unfairly, my acquiescence?! Or else
at gunpoint (to my consternation)?! Should I always turn the
other cheek, then, while turning down their propositions?
What is nobility darling, if none have the courage to acknowledge it
or the intrepid wherewithal to stand up for it? What is integrity,
darling, if people find it convenient to snub it and evil
uses it as a constant punching bag? And you tell me,
my sweetheart, that there should be no eye for eye,
no tooth for tooth! Not even cross actions in the Universal Court
of Justice?!!! Even Jesus drove the tradesmen out of the
Temple with a whip in hand, even as he professed to offer
the other cheek!! Do we pay Caesar (what is due to him?) in thanks
for holding us captive?!! Is my tabernacle to be bloodied only
and always by my self-sacrifice? What is my mettle, darling, for
being vested in you, always, to the point of no return to my
original sanctity? Should I recline in a patience and passivity to
no avail to my frontiers like an undiscovered, unvisited barren
continent, only seen like mirages by overflying planes,
and disappear once attempted to be set foot upon!
Is all my glory in vain, as theirs be vainglory
in their crimes? Must I unbutton my vestments to expose
my bare chest to be unceremoniously impaled? Or, like at
the onset, have all my possessions cross-sawn from me?
Do you think suffering should only be the onus of the victims;
and shame and comeuppance should never be stickered on
to the mirrors of the perpetrators of crimes and the psychopaths!