Most resoundingly for you…: A poem

(For beauty was so infinitely profound in its original point, that it was envied and waylaid!)

You know it is very hard to believe

when faith becomes a bludgeony in time

And I am already sixty-two this present moment in this life!

May be sixty-two billion in infinity

if space takes that much time to expand!

You know darling, we lived so much in our cocoon,

until we were rudely awakened

And time drifted us away in the expanse of the Universe

I was only hoping I’d see you again and again

Even if destiny’s format was none too agreeable

Why did I ever acquiesce to the stone wall

if it caused me so much pain?

Just to have that little straw hold of love

to reach out to, even if in vain, despite all the askance

of a cruel circumstance; a never forthcoming providence!

As if all the evil had all the aces up its sleeves!

I thought I saw a rubicund arc of redemption in the West

I may be belied; for, I know righteous, but how can I ever know best?

This is an eternity of sacrifice; it is so ridiculously painful and funny!

Did I so foolishly deign to lampoon my own self?

No! I braved the stonewall most importantly for love

For Mum and Dad, for everyone that deserved it, and

(I can hear it echo in the Universe all the time)

most resoundingly for you!!!

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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