What is my fate? When is the date?: A poem

I am standing like a sycamore at your door

Like a Nataraja-dervish asking time its score

These numerous arms flaying in the Universal roar

And all this rhythm and blues is all way before

the birds come out of their nests at sunrise

I am listening to a heartbeat amid a trillion cries

Even as the moon paints its cream on the skies

Are we sleepy for love or are we way above?

Love’s umbrage in a penumbra when it comes to push and shove?!

You know, I let you live your life as I was rife

with the patience and restraint, and how did I sacrifice or strive?

You must know that I am also waiting for justice to arrive!

Must I keep waiting till I am past sixty-five?

These blues carry me forward; I’m sixty-two on September the eight!

Is there more to seek when I’m perpetually waiting at the gate?

I must state that it is getting too late!

There is a lineage to resurrect; and how much can I wait?!

Time and life, we all know, don’t abate,

Am I a victim of my own patience, am I being belied at any rate?

What is it I beget? What is my fate?

Is the tryst with destiny not forthcoming at any date?

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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